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Friday, October 30, 2020      3 comments

Yesterday was a bad day and I ate food I know I shouldn't have. My calories and carbs were way out of whack. I knew not to do it but did it anyway. I feel like I have messed up but since each new day is a new start I am trying hard today to j... Read more
Grateful and Blessed
Wednesday, October 21, 2020      1 comments

I am grateful and feel blessed that I was able today for the first time make my own low calorie, low carb chicken meal. It turned out great. I feel good that it is good for me as well as taste good. I am grateful for the changes I see in my ... Read more
Getting Excited and Nervous
Thursday, October 01, 2020      2 comments

Saturday the 3rd I am flying to AZ to drive home with my "bestie". We are gonna have a great adventure. I have not gone driving thru many states so this will be all knew and great. Nervous cuz it will take us 5 days and we will be sleeping in... Read more
Saturday, September 26, 2020      3 comments

I have been working my plan watching calories and carbs and trying to balance my food but there are days I wake up and I am tired and because of being tired all I want to do is take the easy way out. I know I need to follow thru but some days i... Read more
Being Willing to Work Plan Every Day
Thursday, September 24, 2020      3 comments

Sometimes I wake up tired and sick. I try hard to keep my good decisions for the day but if I feel sick it derails me every time. I am working on how to work around my bad days. I am disabled and sometimes get sick often. I am working on my ... Read more
Work In Progress
Monday, September 21, 2020      8 comments

I am trying to work towards getting healthy and losing weight. My health is a high priority and the weight loss is one way I am working to get better. I am struggling but I am not giving up. I thought losing weight was easy for everybody else... Read more
Thursday, September 17, 2020      2 comments

Today a family friend passed. I know that she is in a better place but the sadness is overwhelming and all I want to do is eat junk food and say "I don't care". But I do and have enjoyed my successes so far. Just lost trying to see thru the e... Read more
Wednesday, September 16, 2020      8 comments

Today I am blogging as a way to express some of the feelings I have about the passing of a dear friend. She is the mother of my best friend. She has only days left and my Bestie is leaving tomorrow (we are roommates also). We are all severely... Read more
Friday, September 11, 2020      6 comments

One of the things I did not take into count with losing weight would be the changes other than the number on the scale. I have lost 53 lbs and I am now off insuin 2 kinds, off 2 other meds, have more energy and like the way my life and body are... Read more
The Future
Tuesday, September 08, 2020      1 comments

One of the things I have a hard time with is seeing myself as anything more than what I am right now. When I hear "follow your dreams" I am sad because I gave up dreaming long ago. So now how do I dream again. I have lived day by day in survi... Read more
Doing It Right
Monday, September 25, 2017      6 comments

I am trying to focus on changing the unhealthy ways I am doing in my life right now. I want a healthy body and mind so I know I have to make changes. Last time in August of 2015 all I focused on was my weight and it did not work for me. Now I... Read more
Making a Fresh Go
Sunday, August 16, 2015      5 comments

This is not the first time I have been on but this time I am determined to learn new ways of eating and portion control so that I can lose weight and get healthier.... Read more