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a loss is so devistating.
Saturday, December 14, 2019      9 comments

How am I supposed to feel about my ex husband passing. He was my first love, he kept me wanting to live and keep going though an abusve family situation. We met when we were 11 and I fell madly in love with him at age 12, finally married him at ... Read more
Healing work is hard but well worth it!
Friday, November 15, 2019      6 comments

Going through memory work is not fun, but on the other side it is so healing and freeing. Still going through bouts of crying but almost there. I know this all had been the root of my weight issue. Praying it is the end of it now. Its so hard b... Read more
Aging Gracefully
Sunday, February 17, 2019      10 comments

As my birthday nears and my MIL lies on her death bed, I just feel lost and scared about getting old. I know many of you are older than I am, I will turn 62 in about a week and have been having a hard time with this. I kind of feel that there w... Read more
going into 2019
Sunday, December 30, 2018      7 comments

Life is truly too short. I lost my brother this year to lung cancer. But I lost something even more precious 4 years ago which still haunts me and h... Read more
I am just so blessed!
Saturday, November 17, 2018      10 comments

I feel like I am the luckiest woman around. To have a husband like I have, to love someone as much as we love each other. I love this man so much! Every day we wake up with each other and I am in awe at all I have and all he is. Of coarse he is ... Read more
PLEASE pray for this family!
Tuesday, August 28, 2018      7 comments

Please keep this special family in yours prayers! Stacie is a dear friend of mine! I saw it on the news but had no idea it was my special friend! Sweet Justice was in my home who loved crystals, spiritual books and things, he was only 16, but a ... Read more
Still hurts lots!
Monday, August 13, 2018      6 comments

I still have bouts of just plain bawling, still hurts, I try to hide it from everyone but have to let it out when I am alone and nobody around to se... Read more
My big brother went to Heaven!
Tuesday, May 22, 2018      11 comments

I am still mourning my big brother. He is only 2 1/2 years older than me and I found out he had lung cancer only because his son contacted me to find out what our parents names were and where they were born. Otherwise I would not have found out ... Read more
I found this article about Cancer from 8 years ago...
Sunday, January 07, 2018      3 comments

I feel this has a lot of good ideas, but take in what you want and forget the rest of it! In LOVE! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Johns Hopkins Update - This is an extremely good article. Everyone should read it. AFTER YEARS OF TELLING ... Read more
7 day Blessing Meditation
Thursday, January 04, 2018      2 comments

I did this last year and felt amazing, just full of love and light, hard to explain the words. They do it at 5am PT/ 8am ET and 5pm PT / 8pm ET every day for 7 days. The chanting doesn't make sense to me but I felt the power in it. IT IS FREE so... Read more
My Granddaughter turned 3 today!
Friday, November 10, 2017      6 comments

My sweet grandbaby turned 3 today. (my only grandbaby) But I haven't seen her since she was 2 months old. I try not to beat myself up and have read a lot about estrangement of children but it still hurts like hell. The other grandmother (whom I ... Read more
Trying to figure things out.
Sunday, November 05, 2017      8 comments

I just realized that I have gained 50 pounds in the last 3 years. I know it is my own fault. I am not blaming anyone else but myself. It has also been 3 years since I have seen my granddaughter and 2 years since I have spoke to my own daughter w... Read more
Need to vent!
Wednesday, May 03, 2017      14 comments

Not sure where to start. My hubby and I flew to Pennsylvania to visit his parents. The second day we were there, mom ended up in the hospital, then ICU and regular unit for over 2 weeks, then home unable to care for herself. After t weeks there,... Read more
Friday, January 13, 2017      7 comments

It has snowed here in Vancouver WA and I feel like a little kid. We moved here from San Diego where it is all brown and NO seasons. The same all year long. The snow is just SO BEAUTIFUL! I am loving walking in it, shoveling it, making snow angel... Read more
Thursday, September 29, 2016      5 comments

Unless you have experienced PTSD, you have no idea what it is like. I underwent a uterine biopsy and they had to dilate my cervix which is tilted in the first place which makes it harder and more painful to do this procedure. I warned the d... Read more

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