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Sunday, May 31, 2009      11 comments

Spent 3 hours in therapy yesterday. Geeesh, Carol knows me better than I do. I tried to push her away so I didn't have to try to keep from getting hurt when it was my past who was doing the hurting. I am ok and know I may not be making sense. I... Read more
Things are starting to make sense
Saturday, May 30, 2009      8 comments

I finally was able to see my Therapist today and now I understand why I have been feeling such pressure and despair all week. Part of a new memory is coming out. Since I had let my wall down and forgiven my mother, it led to more memories of her... Read more
feeling low
Monday, May 25, 2009      11 comments

Not sure what is going on today, I feel just so low and not sure why. I have been on such a high since all my seminars I went to last month as well as my Mother's Day breakthough but now, I feel like I am at the bottom again and don't know how I... Read more
Mothers Day ~~ Please be careful reading
Sunday, May 10, 2009      16 comments

Mother's Day! This Mother's day I grieve that I never had a real mother. My mother was Cinderella, a fairytale. I don't know what it is like to have a real mother, something just made up? Maybe they are only in fairytales and on TV like... Read more
Lemonade fast (Master Cleanser)
Monday, April 20, 2009      13 comments

I am on a Lemonade fast. It is day 9 today and doing ok. It is hard to take the Cayenne Pepper so I take them in capsules. It was hard at first but am doing ok. Everytime I am hungry I just drink another one. I hope to loose 40 pounds, an... Read more
Just wanted to share!
Monday, March 30, 2009      17 comments

I just wanted to share what happened Friday night. A friend, as well as one of my Psychic teachers asked me if I would join him in a healing session for his girlfriend. She is in stage 4 Cancer. It was meant to be, as we were emailing back and ... Read more
Thank you everyone!!
Saturday, March 21, 2009      17 comments

I just wanted to take a minute to thank you all for your love and well wishes. I ended up going to ER last night spending 4 hours waiting for a bed but everyone was so nice. As busy as they were in ER the nurses took time to keep us informed. I... Read more
surgery went well
Friday, March 20, 2009      17 comments

Just wanted to let you all know I am ok, just not feeling well at all. been throwing up a lot and headache. I hope it is better tomorrow. Love you all, Jetta will try to write more tomorrow... Read more
My surgery is in the morning
Thursday, March 19, 2009      14 comments

I am not sure how I am feeling about it right now. Sometimes it scares me and other times when you all are with me, it seems ok. I feel each of you with me and I know it will be ok. I have to be there at 6:30am pacific time and my surgery is the... Read more
This article touched me so deeply,
Monday, March 16, 2009      4 comments

This article touched me so deeply, I know I posted this on my teams but wanted to share for others who are not on my teams. I had tears through the whole thing. It is so well worth reading all of it. This gave me some peace for my upcoming surge... Read more
My surgery is next Friday
Friday, March 13, 2009      19 comments

My gallbladder surgery is next Friday and I am not really afraid of the surgery itself. I am PETRIFIED that I won't be in control of my body. I am PETRIFIED that they will see my gross body with no clothes on. They will have total control over... Read more
I had such a wonderful Birthday!
Wednesday, March 04, 2009      10 comments

First of all, I want to thank each and every one of you and your kind words as well as support. You all are amazing and I am so blest to have you as a friend. My wonderful hub... Read more
Thank you!!
Friday, February 20, 2009      13 comments

I just want to thank all of you for your love and support. SP told me that someone complained about my blogs. I probably said too much in them. It was hard for me to write them anyways. I know it happened 20 years ago and I was only a kid, but i... Read more
Wednesday, February 18, 2009      10 comments

Someone complained about my blogs so I deleted most of them. I am sorry if I botherd anyone. I won't do it anymore. I will keep my pain to myself. I thought it would help me and other people, guess not.... Read more
Staying in the present
Sunday, August 24, 2008      7 comments

I am working so hard trying to stay in the now instead of the past. It is very hard to not be thrown back in the abusive past when just a man confronts me or I get scared from thinking I did something wrong. I have been taught that anything goe... Read more

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