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Do you know Fibromyalgia?
Thursday, October 26, 2017      5 comments

So I am contemplating, why I can not accept my diagnosis of Fibromyalgia. Probably because, you can't take an x-ray or blood test, or MRI that shows it. And secondly every day is different for me. Even the morning can start out good, but by dinn... Read more
Understanding Myself
Friday, October 13, 2017      1 comments

I often envy people I see, running 5k's and 10k's, young and old. I few years back I was walking up to 2 miles, very focused and although I physically couldn't run, I was determined to at least walk a 5k. Fastfoward, to 2016) I went into a deep ... Read more
Getting started
Wednesday, October 11, 2017      1 comments

I'm stuck! I know in my mind what to do. And on occasion I do it. But I'm stuck in this relentless conversation I have with myself! And I know it's difficult but, I have to get some help. Life has just been really kicking my butt, and I don't k... Read more
Grieving and Bargaining
Monday, October 02, 2017      2 comments

I think I have moved out of denial and I weeble wobbling between Acceptance and Bargaining! I have been declining for the last year and half with chronic pain, my weight depression and now trying to finally turn some of it around! I have been w... Read more
Beginning Again
Monday, October 02, 2017      1 comments

I don't know how many times, I start and let life dictate what I am going to do. I get really focused and wham bam I get discouraged. I suppose that is an issue that will and should be addressed! And so here I am, I am at the heaviest I believ... Read more
Struggling and babysteps
Wednesday, March 16, 2016      5 comments

I'm going to say I've been struggling as usual. BUT I need to give myself credit for a few things. As I did finally make an appointment for the chiropr... Read more
Trusting the process
Wednesday, March 02, 2016      2 comments

Yesterday I had highs and lows of energy and motivation. Today a little different, but still feeling more eager to get things done. However, I can not always be doing, I need to learn to slow down. My brain and I are STILL at odds with each othe... Read more
PICKING MYSELF UP
Tuesday, February 09, 2016      2 comments

I know I was doing good for a bit. I do sign on everyday and read an article or 2. I like information. I want to grow. I've lost track of how long I haven't taken meds for my depression, this has always been the process; suffer go to the doctor ... Read more
Mental Block
Thursday, January 14, 2016      2 comments

So I had an appointment with a new doctor's office yesterday, because after many years without insurance, I finally signed up, so that I could address some of the issues I have been stubbornly, ignoring...I however have a mental block that I hav... Read more
Don't know where to begin but I better start somewhere
Sunday, January 10, 2016      3 comments

My sleep is all messed up, however that is the least of my issues. I finally have health insurance, after many years of not having the means. Now I don't even know where to begin? I know I have to find a new doctor, since the one I had seen a fe... Read more
Still learning
Thursday, January 07, 2016      3 comments

I have managed breakfast even morning so far even when I had to be in at 6 am I would pack breakfast and lunch along with snacks. I'm not doing so well tracking, probably being lazy or some other b.s. I tell myself. I do know for sure I seem to... Read more
Happiness are my 4 furbabies
Saturday, January 02, 2016      0 comments

Feeling out of sorts as it seems 2016 is already proving to be "trying" to say the least. Normally by now the old me would have scarfed down an extra ... Read more
Working on the plan
Thursday, December 31, 2015      0 comments

It's a matter of organizing our time and pencil it on on the calendar. Even with a hectic work schedule we will schedule 4 Times a week to go to the gym. And that's it. When we are short on time we will make sure to at least do our cardio. On da... Read more
Getting Honest
Tuesday, December 22, 2015      4 comments

I'm not making this a pity party, but I do need to get real about how I've been feeling, for some time now. I'm needing to work through my swirly head and get back on track with our food choices and work around our hectic schedules to find what ... Read more
A bad day at the grocery store
Friday, December 18, 2015      1 comments

I really don't know what we were thinking last night, probably weren't, since we gave up going to the gym so we could go to the grocery store. Not normal for us at all. My new job and my spearatic schedule of days and nights, has me all messed... Read more

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