New Drama.... But I am OUT of it!
Friday, September 09, 2011      4 comments

Ok this the latest. My youngest grandson had a double hernia surgery today. Wile the soon to be ex son in law's gf leaves with my mom to get something for use to drink, He tells me that he misses my daughter. WTF. Then once the baby (3) year old... Read more
Learning to Say No and What is ME Time?
Thursday, September 08, 2011      3 comments

I am slowly learning to say NO when asked to do things that grown adults can do for themselves. I have told both the soon to be ex son in law and the daughter that they are going to need to find a way to bring the kid to me and then for the othe... Read more
Why am I still in pain
Tuesday, September 06, 2011      5 comments

Ok I am not even back a month from the vacation of a lifetime. I spent 1 week in Mexico, 50 miles south of Cancun at a 5 star all inclusive resort; and I am miserable. I had surgery on my left leg on March 15th; prior to that and almost 1 week b... Read more
5 pounds is 5 pounds (video blog)
Wednesday, June 29, 2011      9 comments

Wed 6/29 after workout. Still not happy with the face in the morror but I can see the changes. I am under 250 and closer to the 245 or less I want to be by the time I get to go to CanCun. Time to practice what I preach.... Read more
CanCun Here I Come
Sunday, June 19, 2011      5 comments

Ok this year has been a major stressful one. First my Mom is diagnosed with Breast Cancer and has a double masectomy. Then I fall downstairs, and break my leg. Then I find out that on top of the break I have a Breast Cancer Tumor in my leg, Then... Read more
Angels in Your Life
Friday, May 13, 2011      6 comments

Little by little day after day their are Angels we meet along the way. The Kind Gentleman at the store The Well Behave child at the mall A family member who goes out of their way to help A Lost friend you suddenly find. The nap you g... Read more
The Journey is Long, but with friends I will climb that Mountian
Tuesday, May 10, 2011      5 comments

Here we are in the month of May. This year has gone by so fast. I started back here at Spark People 1/22/11 at my highest. Or at least the highest I know about, since I avoided workouts, tracking food and scales like the plague. It wasn’t until ... Read more
One Day at a Time or If Life throws fruit make a Smoothie
Tuesday, April 19, 2011      2 comments

It is agreed that life throws us all curve balls when we least need it. Just when things are going great there is always a pothole in the road. The difference between those who succeed and those who throw in the towel is what they do with the ad... Read more
Changing your whole life
Sunday, April 17, 2011      8 comments

I am staying at my Parents house while I look though the internet for places to move to. I was living in a 3rd floor apartment and had a huge closet. I have a 19 year old son and a 8 year old daughter. I need to move closer to the parents and cl... Read more
Radiation Days 1 & 2
Saturday, April 09, 2011      5 comments

Well I started my Radiation on Thursday. First time only took 35 minutes. Most of that was spent with the Dr. Radiation only takes 15 minutes. Seems very strange since the last time I did radiation. Well I was prepared this time for the nausea. ... Read more
Adventures at Hanoi Hilton Day 1
Thursday, March 31, 2011      4 comments

I am sure that my perspective is a bit twisted with my own version. The "HH" did get me home and on cruthes instead of a walker. God I hate walkers, I feelt like I was 150 years old in that dran thing. But I digress. I was not the most coo-opert... Read more
Starting over with Cancer
Tuesday, March 29, 2011      8 comments

I just found out that a bum knee was not that, it ended up being Cancer again emoticon I found out that the lower ... Read more
Day Two - Taking Control
Saturday, February 12, 2011      1 comments

Day 2 I control who I want to be. It was very difficult to post the Day 1 blog. It took a lot of thought and yes therapy to come to terms with all that. But know I know that if I do not let go of it, it will kill me. It will drag me down in to a... Read more
Day One I take Control of Who I will be!
Friday, February 11, 2011      5 comments

What Happened to me? When did I decide I wanted to be fat? Make no mistake it was a choice, conscious or not to be as heavy as I am. Something triggered it. Something made me decide that I was not worth living and I believed it. I was not a ... Read more
Dr Oz, Goals and Overcoming the Stress of Daily Life
Monday, February 07, 2011      5 comments

emoticon My Febuary Goals 1.) Earn 1500 Spark points by Feb 28 2011 On Track just need 43 each day to make it... Read more

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