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What am I so afraid of?
Friday, July 05, 2019      10 comments

I have been asking myself that for such a long time...lately time and time again - the word FAILURE - has been popping up in my mind when i think of the answer. FAILURE - what a strong powerful word! I honestly feel that is what i am so af... Read more
This time it is for me!!
Sunday, June 30, 2019      8 comments

I have not been here in like forever - I have lost all sense of security and familiarization when it comes to this site - but I have been there and done that & it is definitely time to do it again. I am going to do a fresh start on The Beck... Read more
Butterflies & tattoos... decision to make
Sunday, July 15, 2018      10 comments

I love butterflies and what they represent - re-birth! (to me anyway) I have this vision of a ankle tattoo with a red butterfly and a blue butt... Read more
The time to change has come.....
Tuesday, March 27, 2018      12 comments

If I never change permanently nothing will ever change - I will ALWAYS be in this roller coaster pattern - with more ups than downs and I cannot complain if i do not make that change - shift in my thinking once and for all - it is so tiring alwa... Read more
Do you ever just feel......
Wednesday, March 14, 2018      14 comments

Like you are never going to get it? That maybe this is just not meant to be even though you want it with all your heart. I am so tired of trying to get it right over and over again with each new day but by the time I come home from work ... Read more
Stopping the Negativity (Thoughts and Actions) & Taking Control of me!
Thursday, September 28, 2017      11 comments

We are very fast approaching Oct and after that the holidays will be here before i know it - do I want to be the same & feeling down or feeling better about myself and moving forward once and for all - I wish there was some magic I could perform... Read more
Food Label help... between two snacks
Tuesday, February 28, 2017      14 comments

Hi - Food Labels are always confusing to me and sometimes I feel like i need a degree in nutrition before even understanding them! So i wanted to reach out to all of you and get your opinion on what you think is the better choice between th... Read more
A year from now - Day 4 & 5
Monday, November 21, 2016      12 comments

Ok I am not where I want to be at this right moment - BUT I'm are where I am meant to be - it does not mean I have to stay there! I just sent t... Read more
A year from now - day 3
Saturday, November 19, 2016      12 comments

I had a really nice day - Joined a brand new Planet Fitness - unfortunately I have to wait until anywhere between 12/16 & 12/22 until it opens. It was only $1.00 down and for now it is $10.00 per month - I say for now since they allow kids to c... Read more
A Year from now - day 2 1/2
Saturday, November 19, 2016      14 comments

Good Morning all - last night was rough - how sad it that - only 2 days into my change of lifestyle and I was already struggling ... Read more
A Year from now day 1
Thursday, November 17, 2016      12 comments

Today has been a good day - I do have to work on the morning exercise - by that I mean getting up when my alarm goes off and get myself on the treadmill - for months and months now - heck it has probably been at least a year - my snooze alarm wi... Read more
A year from now...
Wednesday, November 16, 2016      12 comments

This is one of my most favorite quotes - it got me started on my weight loss journey back in June of 2014 - stayed with me although out and it still... Read more
"I do not have to eat"
Tuesday, September 27, 2016      16 comments

I do not have to eat - for someone that has a horrible relationship with food - I can honestly say that if given the opinion of being at an ideal weight but would not be able to eat again - just (thinking fantasy here) take a pill a day to get a... Read more
The lovely Limes Summer STRONG BLC
Wednesday, August 17, 2016      10 comments

It is hard to believe that tomorrow is our last weigh in for the summer - 10 weeks have past and unfortunately I really do not have to much to show for it - I have a feeling that after my WI tomorrow I will most likely be up from my initial WI 1... Read more
More determined then EVER!
Sunday, August 14, 2016      14 comments

You know that moment in time that just really "sits" with you and stays for a long visit? Last night i had one of those moments - I had just put the only swimsuit that I have that fits into the wash - when my boys and my DH decide to go into my... Read more

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