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A Day in the Life of my Weight Loss Journey
Sunday, January 24, 2010      4 comments

OK, so my day didn't start off so great yesterday. I woke up feeling like I could sleep another 10 hours, but I got up anyway. Every muscle in my body was aching due to working out the day before to my Biggest Loser DVD. OMG I was thinking, as I... Read more
I am Hurting
Saturday, December 19, 2009      9 comments

Thursday morning my ex-husband called me to let me know his life partner had died from the H1N1 (Swine Flu) virus. They had been together for 8 years. My children who are now 20 and 19 have come to know this man as a 3rd Father. LOL Yes, they ha... Read more
Facing my Demons
Thursday, December 10, 2009      9 comments

I was watching a TV show a few days ago, just happened upon it as I was flipping through the channels. Never did catch the name of it. The speaker was talking about people losing weight and got into the need to find out why people gained weight ... Read more
Where I'm at Now
Saturday, September 05, 2009      5 comments

I have been through a lot in my life, seriously, who hasn't? But I can honestly say, over the past three weeks I feel as if I'm being tested. Just how strong are you Pam? Just how much pain can you deal with Pam? How much sleep can you go with o... Read more
Tuesday, August 18, 2009      4 comments

I woke up this morning with my shoulder, arm and neck throbbing from the pain of a pinched nerve. From my elbow to my finger tips is tingling as if my arm has been asleep for a long time, but it hasn't. There's a dull ache deep inside as well as... Read more
Random Thoughts
Sunday, August 16, 2009      1 comments

Was just sittng here thinking about all the people I have met on Sparks since joining, some I'm still in contact with, others not. Some no longer visit the site and I can only hope they have gone on to lose the weight by other means. It makes me... Read more
14.8 Lbs. GONE
Wednesday, August 12, 2009      3 comments

I'm so stoked about this loss. I have worked so hard and it's really paying off. I feel like dancing and singing and shouting right now, Ha Ha I'm down right giddy. So YEAH for ME! I'm doing this for me and only me and I'm so proud of my acco... Read more
The Peach Colored Rocks
Friday, July 10, 2009      5 comments

So yea....... I was watching the show Ruby on the Style channel along with my wonderful hubby the other day. In that particular episode Ruby was given a pair of jars with the stones in only one of the jars, each stone represented a pound of... Read more
I've let life get the best of me
Wednesday, March 26, 2008      2 comments

I'm so drepressed............ I have gained back 6 pounds. Between being where I don't want to be, not having friends, the hit and run car wreck, having to buy a new car with the money we could have used to move back to NC and a death in the f... Read more
I Let Myself Gain 7 Pounds!
Friday, January 25, 2008      2 comments

Not to long ago I stepped on the scale to find I had gained back 7 pounds. I was so angry with myself. Since November I haven't been trying like I was. Somehow everything stopped mattering to me. I know my health is in jeopardy but even that c... Read more
What is wrong with me?
Friday, January 11, 2008      3 comments

I gain I lose I gain I lose the same three pounds since November 19th. I'm so frustrated with myself. I keep going over and over why I'm doing this and can't come up with a good reason. Life has never been better. I'm making new friends and doin... Read more
As of today, I made a goal!
Monday, November 19, 2007      2 comments

For several years I had said, someday I'll fit into these jean shorts again, but that day kept eluding me, until today. Today when I pulled that pair of shorts out of the drawer and looked at them yet again, I was thinking, maybe soon I will be ... Read more
Your Not THAT Big!
Saturday, November 17, 2007      1 comments

All of my life I have been Fat, Fat Fat! And all my life family and friends have looked me in the eye and said "Your not THAT fat!" What the heck!!!!! Even when I hit my all time high of 292 my husband would say "Your not that big honey, reall... Read more
See.... I'm back on track today
Thursday, November 15, 2007      2 comments

OMG I was so bad yesterday. If it was edible it went in my mouth. I'm talking anything I could find to snack on, healthy or not I didn't give it another thought, I didn't even get my normal 8 to 12 cups of water in, only 6. I was VERY dissapoint... Read more
Hiding Behind Big Clothes
Friday, November 09, 2007      2 comments

I was curious yesterday, so I took a regular size large T-shirt out of the drawer where it has sat dormant for years and tried it on. Now normally I would throw on an ultra large shirt to hide my bulges. I'm talking a T-shirt that just hangs o... Read more

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