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Start of a new year.
Tuesday, January 03, 2012      1 comments

I need to write my goals out for this year, but I have not been motivated to do so just yet. My husband doesn't have a job right now so things are kind of up in the air. The one thing I do want to do is go to the gym. I love the gym and love how... Read more
day 4
Wednesday, April 06, 2011      1 comments

Feeling good about how things are going. Still not exercising, just feeling too weak. But got news from the doctor that I DO INDEED need iron infusions!! Yeah! Yeah because this means that within two infusions I will be stronger and not feel thi... Read more
Day 3
Tuesday, April 05, 2011      1 comments

On track... lost more weight this morning... yay me! :)... Read more
Day 2...
Monday, April 04, 2011      1 comments

Starting over is hard, especially seeing where I could have been... can't look at that, just need to be in the moment. Losing the water weight, which always makes for a good first week. Scale said 4 pounds down today from Friday.I will take that... Read more
March was a bust, but April brings new things!
Sunday, April 03, 2011      0 comments

According to the doctor, the med they had me on would make me gain weight even if I was dieting. I don't buy that. I wasn't eating right at all. It is time to get real and get back into gear. I made one good step this morning... when I woke at 4... Read more
I think I am making progress!
Sunday, March 06, 2011      0 comments

I got off track in Feb... Feb is OVER and we are into March and I am happy about that! :) Last week I lost 5.8 pounds and this week I am trying for 7. Yes, very high number... but I am setting it high, just this once, to make myself work for it.... Read more
March is a new month
Thursday, March 03, 2011      0 comments

Getting back on track is hard. I thought I would lose faster right away. So mad that I didn't do well in February. Like a whole month lost and wasted. Yes, I was on new meds and the doc said this would happen. He was surprised I didn't gain more... Read more
Gained
Friday, February 11, 2011      2 comments

I gained 5.5 pounds this week and I deserve it but I am so bummed out about it. I didn't only eat bad, now I am on a med that is supposed to make you rapidly gain weight. Today I have planned out my menu and I am going to go get ready and get my... Read more
Trying
Sunday, February 06, 2011      4 comments

Just trying so hard to keep my head above water. Yesterday was all about my daughter and I set aside my thoughts and feelings and just did everything for her. I am glad I did. But to be honest, yesterday made a lot of what I am depressed about w... Read more
Day something or other
Friday, February 04, 2011      1 comments

Craptastic mood.... Read more
Day 34: Depression has hit me hard
Thursday, February 03, 2011      6 comments

According to my doctor I have "severe depression". I hide it, well. People around me wouldn't know. I have been dealing, and hiding, this for 20 years now. I have learned, no one wants to be around a depressed person so you have to fake it. My m... Read more
Day 32: Made my goal for Feb 1st!
Tuesday, February 01, 2011      4 comments

My goal for Feb 1st was 265 (16 pounds lost) and I got on the scales and the (damn thing) scales read 264.4 to 263 :) Woohoo!! So I am counting it as 264.4 and going with that and THRILLED!!!!! I was, aggressively, hoping for 263 this week on Fr... Read more
Day 31: Trying
Monday, January 31, 2011      1 comments

One month down. 15 pounds lost. I need to try today, hard. I am in the worst mood ever. So bad I am not sure I can even crack a smile. The goal of the day is to be as fake as possible so I can get through. If I am not, I will get myself in... Read more
Day 30: Staying on track this weekend!
Sunday, January 30, 2011      0 comments

Weekends are so hard, but here I am and I am the same weight as I was Friday and THRILLED about that! It means that I did ok on Friday and Saturday and I am on my way to an amazing week! I am very hopeful for a 2 pound loss this week :) Tod... Read more
Day 27: Hanging on by a thread today
Thursday, January 27, 2011      2 comments

Don't get me wrong, I am here and sticking with it. I am not giving up by any means. this week I have worked out harder than other weeks, maybe harder than I have ever. Yet as of this morning I am only down .2 since last Friday and I just feel d... Read more

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