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Happy New year!
Tuesday, December 31, 2013      5 comments

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They called already!!
Saturday, December 21, 2013      8 comments

Yesterday, I sent a cover letter and resume for a possible job opportunity. They called already! They called today and I was out on a walk but I called back. The woman I am suppose to talk to is in a meeting right now and I am waiting for her to... Read more
I need to have more faith & part 2 of missing my old self...
Wednesday, December 18, 2013      3 comments

Hi everyone. I am still struggling today. I *HATE* anxiety. It will go away for a while and then positive thoughts will come but they don't last long. All of you gave me really good advice and it's advice that I would give to someone else ... Read more
missing my old self...
Sunday, December 15, 2013      9 comments

Today did start out so well. I woke up feeling sad and with lots of anxiety. Same stuff really. Too many "what if" thoughts and too many fears about failure. When I was younger, those thoughts weren't around. I had a lot of determination an... Read more
It's windy!
Monday, December 09, 2013      3 comments

**Thank you to everyone who commented on my last blog. I appreciate it. :) It is so windy and cold today. I don't mind the weather though. I just feel lucky to not be stuck in an ice storm. Hope all of you who are not as lucky are staying w... Read more
Dumb doctors and fat ones too!
Saturday, December 07, 2013      11 comments

I had an appointment with the endocrinologist not too long ago. Usually, it's not frustrating but that was such an irritating appointment. First, some strange doctor came in, introduced himself and then asked a couple of questions. He wasn... Read more
Happy Thanksgiving!
Thursday, November 28, 2013      3 comments

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Tinkerbell
Friday, November 22, 2013      4 comments

emoticon Almost four years ago (Nov. 23rd, 2009), we rescued a dog. Her name is Tinkerbell. She loves the o... Read more
Worries won't go away
Sunday, November 03, 2013      4 comments

emoticon I worry excessively ALL of the time. When I wake up, I am in pain. My side hurts, Sometimes, it's my h... Read more
When a door gets stuck
Wednesday, October 30, 2013      3 comments

Today was just not my day at all. First, I woke having some anxiety. It's something I am working on but today, it just got to me. Then I decided that I would do a little bit of cleaning to take my mind off of stuff. I turned on the radio ... Read more
Lunch ideas
Saturday, October 19, 2013      6 comments

I have been back to school for about a month now. I have stayed away from the fast food places on campus (Taco bell, pizza hut, etc.) I usually just take a sandwich. Well, I am getting sick of sandwiches but am not sure what else to pack. ... Read more
It's raining! :)
Wednesday, October 09, 2013      4 comments

Got my workout minutes in today! It's nice when it's windy and raining outside because most people stay home and leave the gym nice and empty, giving others the option of using any machine they desire! ... Read more
Job searching
Monday, September 30, 2013      5 comments

Trying to find a job is very difficult. I am really shy when it comes to job searching which makes things harder. Today, I called a place in the phone book and asked if they were hiring. They weren't. The woman who answered wasn't the nic... Read more
My new I.D. came in the mail!
Saturday, September 28, 2013      3 comments

I hate the picture! They took it way too close and instead of putting the weight I wrote on the form, they put a weight 15 lbs higher. :( In April, I took a permit test and I was 20 lbs heavier but I lost that 20 lbs and they should have indicat... Read more
First day of classes + Ice cream
Friday, September 20, 2013      5 comments

Had my first day of classes today and I am already overwhelmed! The day wasn't horrible but it wasn't good either. -One of my professors is requiring us to use a special program that is an extra cost to students but free for professors. Th... Read more

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