They are going to watch me sleep!
Wednesday, May 23, 2012      4 comments

My doctor gave me a referral to do a sleep study so we can possibly rule out sleep apnea. I don't feel that I am tired due to sleep apnea but it doesn't hurt to make sure, right? I just feel nervous and strange. I am going to be out of my ... Read more
Thank you/appreciation
Tuesday, May 22, 2012      1 comments

I just want to thank everyone who visits my blog and who offers advice/suggestions I especially appreciate those of you who share your experiences and information about your health issues and how you came to feel better. I appreciate ... Read more
Ice Creaaaaaaaaaaaam!!!
Sunday, May 20, 2012      4 comments

It has been so difficult to eat healthy lately. Nearly impossible with the stuff in the house. My family has gotten fast food 4 x this month. There wasn't much else around except things you make in the oven and in 90 degree weather, that is not ... Read more
Back from doctor: Not good!
Friday, May 18, 2012      8 comments

Back from doctor's. I talked about how my thyroid medicine wasn't working. She wanted to do blood tests. I told her I was concerned they were going to come back normal and I would still have all these symptoms because that is what keeps happenin... Read more
Feeling stuck
Tuesday, May 15, 2012      5 comments

I am feeling a bit stuck tonight. Feeling stuck with my weight! I feel stuck with not feeling well. Had a scary health issue this morning. :( Feeling stuck in life. Wishing I knew how to get unstuck (in life) but I don't, at least not yet. Hope... Read more
The Amandas of Spark people...
Monday, May 14, 2012      1 comments

I always try to comment and show support to other sparkers and I have found that there are a lot of Amandas! I know it's a popular name but it seems that every page I go to leave a comment on, the sparker's name is Amanda. Once in a while, I wi... Read more
The feeding tube diet
Sunday, May 13, 2012      2 comments

NO! NEVER! I don't know if any of you have heard about this feeding tube diet. Apparently, it's the same treatment they use for coma patients!!! It's really sad that people are so desperate and society has such ridiculous expectations... Read more
*SO DONE*/Trying my hardest!
Friday, May 11, 2012      4 comments

*SO DONE* in belieiving in everyone, except myself! That goes beyond weight as well! I am tired of not living up to my potential and reaching my goals! I am DONE not trying my hardest! I can do better than this, even with not feeling 100%! IF I ... Read more
Wednesday, May 09, 2012      9 comments

I hate bra shopping. I can never find a bra that is comfortable or that fits well. If it fits in the back, it's too tight/small in the front. If it fits in the front it's too tight in the back. I even got fitted once at Lane Bryant's but the fit... Read more
Doctors make me nervous!
Thursday, May 03, 2012      4 comments

Made an appointment with my doctor for later this month. I am nervous that this is just going to be a waste of time. This is this doctor's last chance. If I can't be helped, then I am changing my Primary care physician!! This do... Read more
Conquering self-defeat/The mental battle
Monday, April 30, 2012      4 comments

"We all have voices in our heads which talks to us on an almost constant basis. Our voices give us messages continually, and what they say to us affects us." Words can get you places, you know? We always think of words as what we say out lo... Read more
S.O.S/Stuck this way!
Friday, April 27, 2012      3 comments

Okay, so I accidentally deleted the entire blog that I wrote. This version is going to be shorter and less detailed for the moment, until I have time to write out the rest again. It was about a moment of frustration I was having with feeli... Read more
Stress and cookies!
Wednesday, April 25, 2012      5 comments

Stress/Anxiety is really getting in my way and holding me back. I don't feel 100% healthy all the time. Doctors haven't been helpful. It can be stressful to not have all of the answers. Another thing that stresses me out is STILL not knowi... Read more
This is the moment...
Thursday, April 19, 2012      2 comments

"Optimism is the cheerful frame of mind that enables a teakettle to to sing, though in hot water up to it's nose." -Unknown I came across this quote & I have to say that it really struck a chord with me because as I try to stay optimistic,... Read more
You got to move it move it!
Monday, April 16, 2012      4 comments

Hey everyone. I hope your week has been amazing! :) My week went pretty well. I celebrated my 23rd birthday on Thursday! I got off track for a few days but what's important is that I am back on track now! I am excited because I can ... Read more

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