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Tumblr
Sunday, April 09, 2017      6 comments

I finally joined my generation and started a blog on Tumblr. I chose to do a blog there because it is completely anonymous. I do not wish to disgrace my family by airing dirty laundry in a way that they can be recognized. However, my brain is bu... Read more
New Purchase!!
Friday, March 31, 2017      3 comments

Well, I have a first!!! I have been pondering how to say this delicately. I thought about titling my blog "Women only, please", but thought better of it. There is a certain feminine item I have had to purchase from a specialty store like K... Read more
New exercise program
Saturday, March 25, 2017      1 comments

Exercise Plan Goals: Daily Step Goal: >7,000 steps a day 4 days a week >8,000 steps a day 2 days a week >10,000 steps 1 days a week Daily Workout Goal (in addition to steps) Walking 30 minutes 3x a week Kettle... Read more
Dr. Appointment
Friday, March 24, 2017      5 comments

Well, I had a doctor's appointment today. It went pretty well. My good cholesterol is up and my bad cholesterol is down. Plus, there were a couple other vital things that were changed for the better (I can't remember what they are). My sugar was... Read more
It's a God thing!!!!
Sunday, March 19, 2017      5 comments

Today has been such an awesome, God-filled day. I can't even begin to comprehend it all! This morning, I struggled to wake up. I woke up at 6:01 and I should have been on the road by 6 to go home and get a shower before getting to church a... Read more
Gratitude Journal
Sunday, March 12, 2017      3 comments

My mom gave me a blank journal yesterday. She knows I enjoy journaling and writing my thoughts and wonders. I decided that it would be a gratitude journal. In this journal, I will only write positives-no complaining allowed!! Here is my first en... Read more
Loving Myself
Saturday, March 11, 2017      7 comments

Hmmm...This is something I really need to think about. Loving myself. It just sounds so selfish, so wrong, so....sinful. Is it really sinful to love myself? The verse in the NT where Jesus says to love your neighbor as yourself suggests that we ... Read more
The Life of Dakheen
Saturday, March 04, 2017      2 comments

I am writing a piece of fiction for the first time. It is based on a dream I had about a year ago. Some of you may have read my blog about my dream. It was suggested at the time that I write a story about it. Well, I am. Here is the beginning of... Read more
January 10, 2017
Tuesday, January 10, 2017      3 comments

I had my appointment with the therapist yesterday. it went pretty well, but was intense. I told her that I was really focused on cutting and thinking about it alot. We didn't exactly talk about that yesterday. Instead, we talked about the impact... Read more
bad day
Sunday, January 08, 2017      9 comments

I am in a terrible mood right now. I am really struggling with my thoughts and motivation. I went to a weightloss program yesterday, and he yelled at me because I lost 2 lbs of muscle. Now, for 3 weeks I have been in bed doing nothing because I ... Read more
Thoughts
Monday, January 02, 2017      3 comments

I read the account of Creation this morning. It is amazing to me how God paid do much attention to every detail of His creation. It just amazes me that God cares so much for His Creation. He actually walked with Adam and Eve every night in the c... Read more
I am Ugly
Sunday, January 01, 2017      11 comments

I have slowly been coming to realize the truth I believe about myself. I feel like I don't deserve to be happy or healthy. I'm a complete and utter failure at everything I do. I have tried to be successful, but that doesn't work. I have been tol... Read more
Last day of the old year
Saturday, December 31, 2016      7 comments

As I am sitting here reflecting on my year, I realize I have had my shares of ups and downs. Some of the highlights of this year were my new job (gotten last year, but this is year 2 in it, so it's still new), buying a house, moving out of our t... Read more
Update
Thursday, December 29, 2016      6 comments

I ended up at a different ER today. They checked for a blood clot in my lung, couldn't find anything. Declared me to have bronchitis and sent me home without an antibiotic. But, I see the nurse practitioner at the pulmonologist Monday morning. S... Read more
Long Time No See-For a good Reason
Thursday, December 29, 2016      7 comments

Well, I just spent 3 days in the hospital, after a trip to the ER last Thurs and another one on Monday. I went in on Thursday because I was having really bad chest pains and didn't know what it was from. They tested my heart, and everything test... Read more

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