Monday, August 15, 2011      1 comments

good news and bad news- lets do the bad news first. bad news- I didnt count calories all weekend blah blah blahhhhhhhhh good news- one of my friends actually noticed that my servings are MUCH smaller and she said she was proud of me b/c I on... Read more
Today and yesterday in review
Wednesday, August 10, 2011      1 comments

Good morning Sparkers. I must say yesterday was better than the days before but I know in my heart of hearts I can do wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy better. I kept my portions under control which is my main goal and I ate better than usual but I want to do ... Read more
Aug 9
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      3 comments

Good morning Sparkers. I am a happy camper today. I am focused and motivated and I feel good about myself. My goals for this week are portion control mainly and choosing better. I made a commitment to love myself and dagnamit- thats what I am... Read more
Monday, August 08, 2011      13 comments

SO.... I haven't taken any body pics in a long while. I decided to take some bathroom pics at work to g... Read more
Declarations and disappointments
Thursday, August 04, 2011      1 comments

I've been declaring weight loss for years... Every year I announce to my friends my rededication and what I'm going to lose and how I'm going to do it and by when. I'm so frustrated of this struggle. I'm so sick of giving up before I begin. I... Read more
Pysche Ya Mind!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010      1 comments

You know how everyone has their moment? Their- I cant do this to myself moment. I thought I had had mine. I thought I had had enough. Today I realized I hadn't experienced that moment. This moment I call my "OOOOOOHHHHH HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL NA... Read more
Sooooooooo Frustrated~
Wednesday, October 21, 2009      5 comments

I'm watching my diet, only eating 1200-1500 daily and staying in my spark ranges, but this weight is coming off sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slowly. It is coming off, so thats the positive, but the negative is that its not happening as fast as i... Read more
Thursday, October 15, 2009      6 comments

Last night I got so frustrated in the grocery store. While I was in the aisle looking at boxes comparing calories of fat free snacks and 100 calorie packs, my eyes kept shifting towards the Pringles and the Pepperidge Farm cookies and all those ... Read more
Enough is Enough
Tuesday, September 29, 2009      3 comments

I havent lost anything and its b/c I'm half-assing this weight loss. Why am I constantly eating the wrong foods when I know I'm just ultimately making myself unhappy . Blah. I am going to take the stairs from now on anddddd I'm going the rec tom... Read more
I am so proud of myself
Wednesday, August 12, 2009      2 comments

Today, I just started off with positive thinking... that turned into good food choices, and later... good exercise choices as well. Today I earned 70 sparkpoints. I don't think I've earned more than 10 in a day before. Is it coincidence that the... Read more
SO... the positive thinking helps
Wednesday, August 12, 2009      3 comments

I've been giving myself a pep talk every morning since Saturday and so far... so good. I messed up on Sunday. I really wanted to go swimming but I got suckered in with peer pressure and had a bunch of White Russians instead. I could've probably ... Read more