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thats just not me.
Monday, October 18, 2010      4 comments

I have been looking back at past blogs. It is so weird to see how up&down my emotions are. I started from the beginning and by my latest blog I realized something. This girl is not me. Occassionally 'I' pull through. My optimism shows.... Read more
here i am again
Friday, October 15, 2010      6 comments

In an attempt not to completely flood my room with the tears threatening to escape my eyes I am blogging. Writing is the easiest way for me to express my feelings. I have tried this week to be good, but I am in a terrible cycle when it comes to ... Read more
perfection is impossible; happiness is achievable.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010      1 comments

I only got 5 hours of sleep last night. My body is having a hard time coping with the stress I am putting it through. I was practically a zombie through my 8 o'clock class but I was wide awake, shaking and nervous at 9:30 because I was getting m... Read more
my life is a roller coaster
Monday, October 11, 2010      3 comments

I TURNED 21!!! I dont even want to THINK about the amount of calories I consumed this weekend, but tomorrow I will be back on track! I went to the school dr. on ... Read more
Thursday, October 07, 2010      7 comments

Let me start with monday, which was actually a very good day, as I recall except I did not make it to the gym because I caught a small cold and instead of prolonging it, I made soup, took medicine and studied hard for two exams I had to take on... Read more
Enlightening Weekend!
Sunday, October 03, 2010      5 comments

I went to work this morning, feeling great (besides the small cold I managed to catch). I made a lot of money (for a diner) and went back to my apartment in good spirits. On my way to CVS to get cold medicine I realized... I forgot to weigh... Read more
Who's Your Worst Critic?
Wednesday, September 29, 2010      4 comments

This got erased somehow? So I am re-posting! :) Who's Your Worst Critic? Monday, September 27, 2010 Two weekends ago, my best friend visited me. She is freshly 20, her boyfriend is 26 and she goes to school in a big city. Her world i... Read more
i.tried. & i.did.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010      4 comments

I attempted to make a quiche for dinner. The eggs are about to expire and I thought I would make a crustless quiche that I could eat for dinner and breakfast tomorrow and share with my roomie (one doesnt eat eggs). I think it was the brocco... Read more
i cant take it anymore.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010      9 comments

I wish I had something uplifting to say, but honestly, the only thing on my mind is how fed up I am. Lets go back to my freshman year of high school. I probably weighed ten pounds more than I do now. I was about 180 something and by the tim... Read more
Half an Epiphany.
Saturday, September 25, 2010      2 comments

I have been relaxing all day. I spent the morning with my parents which was relaxing and carefree without the threat of homework looming over my head. I am away from my apartment (which, I need to desperately clean) where a few hours of homework... Read more
Oreo vs. Jessica; 0-1
Friday, September 24, 2010      6 comments

I am proud of myself. I did not allow the rude comment of a stupid silly boy ruin my day. I did not emotionally eat even though those Oreo's in my roommates cabinet were calling my name frantically hoping I would blissfully devor them and later ... Read more
This is why I joined SparkPeople
Thursday, September 23, 2010      11 comments

It is dinner time. Probably my most dreaded part of my day. Yes, its more terrifying than macroeconomics, statistics, accounting & business law put together. I was called a whale today by a boy. That being said, after my hoo-rah its t... Read more
Refuse to Consent!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010      2 comments
=AWiccrTB4LM If you have never heard this song, I really think you should download it and put it on a good morning playlist for while you are getting ready. I sing the lyrics in my head while I'm putting on... Read more
Rock Bottom
Tuesday, September 21, 2010      8 comments

I would like to imagine that right now I am at Rock Bottom but I have been here before. I am practically the Mayor of Rock Bottom. I break down in the hopes that this time will be the time I actually start to be healthy and get in shape. But tha... Read more

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