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Saturday, July 02, 2011      6 comments

all I can think about is the after picture, in my head. You know, the vision of how I want to look. But in my head I completely skip over the journey of getting there. The struggle. The effort. The successes and the "not-quite-there-yet"s ... Read more
dissappointment
Friday, July 01, 2011      9 comments

Well, I am not going out tonight after all. Not because plans changed. Nope. Because I cant find anything I feel comfortable in and I had an anxiety attack and now I am crying. I am sick of this. I am more determined to keep at it... Read more
picnic
Friday, July 01, 2011      0 comments

So....we had a picnic at school and my diet went POOF. But I promise I didnt do terrible. Plus, I have Zumba tonight! I keep online window shopping && there is an outfit I want for my 22nd birthday! I want to save up for it and buy it as a ... Read more
i have my own streak goin'!
Wednesday, June 29, 2011      11 comments

So I am TERRIBLE at logging things in Spark. MyFitnessPal, I log ALL my food. In my own journal I log my weights. And today, I have a 5 day gym streak goin'!! I walked into the gym feeling gross, hoping soon for transformation....well.... Read more
small victory----BUT I'LL TAKE IT! :D
Wednesday, June 29, 2011      8 comments

I decided to hop on that scale this morning. 177.0 Okay, I can TOTALLY work with that. A few weeks ago I got down to 175 so all in all, this is not bad. This is not 179 where I started. This is do-able. This is my starting point. ... Read more
good morning!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011      9 comments

today is the morning of day 2 I made over easy eggs, ate them with some whole grain toast....and couldnt finish. I was stuffed! lunch today will be rice, broccoli && soy sauce. I have a client today at school and I am coloring her hair... Read more
day numero uno
Monday, June 27, 2011      7 comments

Done Day #1! I kicked butt with my calories. My nutrient ranges are off, but I am working on healthy, and options, not perfection. I also hit the gym and did weight training! My muscles feel good! I am on a 4-day-gym streak right now! ... Read more
game plan
Sunday, June 26, 2011      4 comments

in 15 weeks I will be 22 years old. ............ I am nervous but ready to grab the bull by the horns! Tomorrow is Monday. I start fresh. No soda, healthy foods, lots of fruits && veggies && NO EXCUSES. I need to lose 2 lbs a week... Read more
monday is the day.
Friday, June 24, 2011      11 comments

I have been trying my hardest to eat healthy still, and excercise but it is hard. So while I am going to continue doing my best, Monday is the day it changes. Starting small and working towards bigger goals. I am going to create a game plan... Read more
change
Thursday, June 23, 2011      5 comments

I updated my Sparkpage! Photos, background, info & all!! It feels good. I have a fresh starting point, and I am ready to keep going with this. September is 10wks away and my goal is 2lbs a week! I want to do a Tough Mudder Race wi... Read more
ding ding! round two
Wednesday, June 22, 2011      3 comments

I refuse to wait for the K.O. As if my sweat gland goin' wild was not enough, I woke up this morning with jaw pain. I went about my routine, and on my way to school, I yawned a big one and felt my jaw click out and back into place. Immediat... Read more
wam bam thank you m'am
Sunday, June 19, 2011      9 comments

So I have a condition. Stress and being overweight causes my sweat glands to easily become infected. It's so painful and moving causes me to cry. Basically I need to lose weight and the exercise will help reduce stress. Tomorrow is d... Read more
2 weeks, sparkless :(
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      6 comments

Well, I am back. I have had quite the 2 weeks. My life is a crazy busy whirlwind. And unfortunately, my health and weight have been affected. Here is the time for me to keep making changes. I am still trying but struggling. With my fathers ... Read more
okay, SERIOUSLY though
Wednesday, June 01, 2011      17 comments

Last wednesday I weighed 175 I hop on the scale and hit 179.0 THAT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO ME. or is it just me?? TOM arrived yesterday so maybe it could be that? All I know is that I am super sad and going to be super strict from now... Read more
please allow me to vent
Tuesday, May 24, 2011      16 comments

I have been eating like sh!t this week and I am NOT ready for wednesday weigh-in. But I will get to that later. I want to b!itch about my parents. They have awful eating habits. When I had told my mom I wanted to eat clean she told me ... Read more

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