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I hate pictures
Tuesday, January 31, 2012      11 comments

I hate pictures. I graduated beauty school last night, and look like a heffer in the pictures. MOO. I am not happy. Plus, I found a picture from 40lbs ago.... ... Read more
Lets RECAP Week 1
Sunday, January 29, 2012      4 comments

Start Weight: 184 Today: 183 Friday I was 182...not sure what happened Stayed within my points range EVERY DAY. I was also able to each Girl Scout Thin Mints EVERY DAY :) Fit into a pair of 8's! Super stretchy, but hey it still co... Read more
PROGRESS IS MOTIVATING
Friday, January 27, 2012      4 comments

I started Weight Watchers on Monday. I weighed myself Wednesday....184. Okay. Higher than I wanted, but it is what it is. I have been tracking EVERYTHING. It is actually fun to play around with my numbers. I fit in 6 girl scout thin mi... Read more
SATISFIED
Wednesday, January 25, 2012      3 comments

Today is Day 3 of Weight Watchers. You know how usually when you start tracking, the first few days are the hardest? You feel sugar drops, cranky from hunger && all that fun stuff? I havent felt it at all yet. I dont feel deprived. I dont f... Read more
no longer feeling alone in this!
Tuesday, January 24, 2012      6 comments

I am THRILLED to report that not only am I starting up on Weight Watchers again, but I have my mom joining me! This time, I feel like I have the support I need. We bounce ideas off each other, cook together, plan together. It is so much eas... Read more
a promise to myself
Friday, January 20, 2012      4 comments

I am promising myself something. I am promising myself a full month of doing the best I can. No, this does not mean perfect. Yes this means one day a week where I cheat a little. Yes this means tracking everything. Yes this mean... Read more
SO glad I blogged :)
Friday, January 20, 2012      4 comments

Wow. I didnt know how many of you felt the exact same way as me! Its frustrating because I know WHAT to do, I just cant seem to actually DO IT. Some days are better than others. I am just struggling and its hard when you live at home and ha... Read more
I have been hiding from Sparking
Wednesday, January 18, 2012      7 comments

Yes, I have been hiding from Sparkpeople. I am jealous of all of you seeing results. It reminds me of my failures. I dont even seem to try anymore. I dont want to try anymore. I just want to live, and be happy. ... Read more
stuck
Tuesday, January 10, 2012      4 comments

Im stuck. My depression is coming back in waves. I need to go to therapy tonight. I dont know whats wrong with me. I dont like it. Im miserable. Im crying. Im constantly annoyed. I dont know whats wrong with me. ... Read more
I know whats on everyones mind
Thursday, December 29, 2011      5 comments

No, I am not a mind reader. I do not have tarot cards. And dont show me your palm. But I know whats on YOUR mind. 2012 New Year, New Resolutions. I have decided on two words that are going to be my mantra for the upcoming yea... Read more
Whats YOUR percentage?
Wednesday, December 28, 2011      5 comments

We constantly are thinking numbers. How many calories, grams of fat, weight watchers points, glasses of water, pounds lost, pounds to lose, BMI and the list goes on and on. Today I realized a percentage that means the MOST. Well, to me. ... Read more
step by step, day by day
Tuesday, December 27, 2011      9 comments

I am taking my healthy lifestyle changes step by step, and day by day. My liquid consumption: Coffee, Water, Water, Water, Water (LOTS) and one glass of milk. Food. Oh food. How I struggle with thee. I have a new way to loo... Read more
stupid cookies
Wednesday, December 21, 2011      8 comments

Cookies, you win. This morning I woke up and devoured 4 peanutbutter blossoms. Oye. Thats on top of the 4 from yesterday. So I will be on my treadmill burning probably 700 calories tonight. (the one cookie fit in my day, yest... Read more
stupid, stupid scale.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011      10 comments

I hopped on the scale this morning for my Tuesday weigh-in. The scale read 184.4 How the hell did I gain 2.8 MORE lbs from last week?! I worked out 4 times last week....I have been eating better than I have been in a while....I d... Read more
deja vu
Monday, December 19, 2011      9 comments

I remember this time of year. I remember how I felt last year. I remember thinking that "next year I am going to change my life" I am sitting here now, 5lbs heavier than I was last year. Am I discouraged? A little. Am ... Read more

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