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weekend recap
Monday, January 20, 2014      13 comments

my bridal shower was absolutely amazing! It is hard to look at some of the pictures though because I cant believe I have gotten so big. I am 15 lbs from my absolute heaviest. but most of the pictures turned out so lovely and I had such a fantast... Read more
my bridal shower
Sunday, January 19, 2014      11 comments

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getting to know my Sparkfriends!
Friday, January 17, 2014      10 comments

So, I borrowed this for a Sparkfriends blog and thought, "how cool is this?!" I think it would be wonderful too see other peoples answers and get to know other little things about each other. Our info descriptions and blogs tend to miss things, ... Read more
new goals
Friday, January 17, 2014      11 comments

I have come up with a list of new goals for myself that I am so excited to tackle them starting TODAY! Aint no time like the present! I weighed 189 last Tuesday when I went to the dr and it was a wakeup call. I keep ballooning out of contro... Read more
small successes
Thursday, January 16, 2014      10 comments

here I was, dragging myself through this week, feeling blah and apathetic. But I took this morning to re-read some of my blogs, and look at my trackers. I have been within all nutrition ranges, gone to the gym twice so far this week and eve... Read more
Wednesday, January 15, 2014      9 comments

I forgot how much I love yoga! I was making so many excuses not to go, and I am so glad that last night I forced myself to go. I hated seeing how my body looked in the mirror, but I tried to keep my eyes closed, focus on my breathing and my pose... Read more
Tuesday, January 14, 2014      7 comments

I have a bad case of WebMD. If you have ever searched your symptoms and become convinced you have whatever disease pops up, then you too have been in my shoes. My current possibilities are: thyroid celiac disease adrenal fatigue ... Read more
bride-to-be blues
Monday, January 13, 2014      14 comments

I am tired of all this expectation to be a perfectly fit and skinny bride. Everytime I turn around there is a comment or picture or post about having to be perfect for the wedding because its the biggest day of my life. I think its a ... Read more
emotional sunday
Sunday, January 12, 2014      11 comments

I am: angry depressed miserable frustrated overwhelmed stressed upset anxious irritated sad tired of not being listened to tired of being told "its just stress" tired of being told I am not doing enough to help mysel... Read more
Friday, January 10, 2014      6 comments

I need help from my Sparkfriends! I keep gaining weight despite my best efforts. Its getting ridiculous, and I am having medical tests done because several of my symptoms can be linked to something. but in the mean time, I need advice... Read more
even more motivated
Thursday, January 09, 2014      7 comments

being sick sucks! and its mostly because it has completely destroyed my diet and I cant exercise. the only foods my stomach will tolerate is soup, toast and saltines. not the healthiest in the world! I try to eat apples and bananas, but they end... Read more
sick = more medical bills
Wednesday, January 08, 2014      3 comments

I have a sinus infection and a double ear infection. I also gained 6 more lbs while actively attempting to lose weight. The Dr I saw agrees with me that there is something going on. He also thinks my depression and anxiety are symptoms of s... Read more
what defines you?
Tuesday, January 07, 2014      2 comments

I've watched the video in the link three time now. I have bawled my eyes out each time and I still haven't come up with what defines me. This is just so moving, I wanted to share this with you all. Read more
not my day
Monday, January 06, 2014      8 comments

I have been told that I have "clinical PMS" and that means my hormones, as they swing with the natural monthly changes, causes me to have anxiety, depression, mood swings, weight issues, bloating and all that general fun stuff. On top of t... Read more
Friday, January 03, 2014      6 comments

I am the worst decision maker in the world. I truly and sincerely HATE having to make a decision. The idea gets me anxious and I would rather someone else make a decision, just so that I dont have to. A waitress once asked me if I wanted lemon ... Read more

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