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where do you get your confidence from?
Sunday, December 05, 2010      10 comments

I look in the mirror and see a girl, unsure & self conscious. People look at me and see something totally different. I rely on the image other people see, and not the one that is staring back at me. Today for a brief second while singing a... Read more
skinny margarita
Sunday, December 05, 2010      6 comments

So today was NOT GOOD AT ALL. pizza (500 cals), applebees 1/2 size pecan crusted chicken salad (810), applebees dessert shooter (450 cals) cheez-its (???) & 2 skinny margaritas (200 cals) for a grand total of atleast1910 calories :( I really wi... Read more
Saturday, December 04, 2010      4 comments

I have become addicted to my scale. Yesterday I was 173.6 This morning I am 170. HOW. If that is true, I was 178.8 on monday and 170 on Saturday so I have lost 8.8 lbs. I have not been snacking or binge eating and I have been stayi... Read more
i CAN do this. i WANT to do this. i WILL do this.
Friday, December 03, 2010      7 comments

Goal #1 Day 5 173.6 lbs. I DRANK SODA TODAY AND IT FELT GOOD. But I only got a 20 oz bottle instead of one of those huge 44 oz bladder-busters. That is a small accomplishment. I didnt have Dorito's yesterday, but I had soda today. 0 cals ... Read more
Thursday, December 02, 2010      10 comments

Today is Thursday. I have gone 4 days without binge eating or snacking. My roommates offer me Dorito's while watching The Grinch last night & I TURNED THEM DOWN. NO, SERIOUSLY!!! I didnt put my fingers in the bag. I WAS NOT EVEN TEMPT... Read more
frosty the snowman melted, && SO WILL THESE POUNDS :D
Wednesday, December 01, 2010      9 comments

December!!! Goal #1 Day 3; 54 more days to go! September 21st, 2010 I would like to imagine that right now I am at Rock Bottom but I have been here before. I am practically the Mayor of Rock Bottom. I break down in the hopes that this tim... Read more
a random blog about a recent inner battle...
Tuesday, November 30, 2010      11 comments

So I have a boy who is interested in me. He is friends with a friend and saw a picture of me and has gotten my number and we have been talking. He is super sweet and cute in the pictures I have seen but I have an inner struggle. I feel lik... Read more
Goal #1 Countdown: 55 Days to go!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010      3 comments

Yesterday was a GREAT day! I ate about 1200 calories (the chocolate whole grain muffin calorie amount is unknown so I said it was 230 to put me at 1200). I have not had much of an appetite because I am sick. I slept 11 hours last night!!! INSANE... Read more
just a few pictures that keep me motivated :) what are yours?! :)
Monday, November 29, 2010      8 comments

me as a happy kid :) im on the left my pool!:) the itsy bitsy teeny weeny polkadot bikini :) ... Read more
Goal #1; a 56 Day Challenge. Day 1
Monday, November 29, 2010      8 comments

I was watching Glee re-runs last night in my bed waiting to slowly drift into dreamland thanks to my shot of nyquil. I was looking at girls and thinking ugh, I wish I could look like that. WHY CANT I?! The only person stopping me from ... Read more
Sunday, November 28, 2010      9 comments

After a long, stressful day sometimes you just want to reach into the junk cabinet and devour a bag of doritos. You go in the bathroom to clean the orange mess on your fingers and undoubtedly your face only to pick out a flaw you notice in your... Read more
who do you want to be & how are you going to get there?
Saturday, November 27, 2010      6 comments

This is my second blog today but I want to write this down for myself. I want to be curvy. I want to be soft looking but athletic. I want to run 5K's, instruct zumba and be a yoga advocate. I want to take my dog on a leash for a run around ... Read more
keep on, keepin on
Saturday, November 27, 2010      3 comments

So let me first get out a few rants. *I may not have a job anymore because there are new owners. *I am still sick & got a cold sore *I ate WAY too much this week and gained week. STAY AWAY SCALE! :P But I am going to keep on keepin on... Read more
Tuesday that feels like a Friday.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010      1 comments

I caught a cold and I feel like the stuff at the bottom of a shoe that is attached to the old gum that you accidently stepped on at the gas station. Yeah, I feel THAT bad. Today has been an amazing day & I have made a life-changing decision... Read more
but why does my cleavage have to decrease?!
Monday, November 22, 2010      2 comments

I have eaten 1460 calories today which is close to my 1200-1500 range. I am going to do yoga before bed to hopefully burn some cals before I catch some ZZZZ's. My jeans are a little tight & that is NOT good news for the holidays coming up.... Read more

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