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my opinion on rewards.
Tuesday, May 20, 2014      13 comments

I was talking to my friend how things have been changing for me in my life and we got to chatting about my active lifestyle and healthier habits. She immediately asked how much weight I lost, how much I wanted to lose, and what I was going to re... Read more
weekend recap!
Monday, May 19, 2014      7 comments

What a weekend! This was the first weekend since January that Mike and I got to spend together! It was so much fun and we really made some great strides in our relationship and I couldnt be more happy! He finally spoke to me and opened up and sh... Read more
baked buffalo cauliflower - a recipe to share
Sunday, May 18, 2014      8 comments

I found this recipe from
uffalo-wings-gluten-free.html I used gluten free breadcrumbs instead of the bean flour, and honestly would probably skip this next time beca... Read more
know yourself
Friday, May 16, 2014      12 comments

For a while I thought in order to start seeing results and hitting goals I had to be a gluten-free- paleo-crossfit addicted-gym rat. But that just isnt me. It all became frustrating and overwhelming and nothing was working. I made my life more d... Read more
morning workouts!
Thursday, May 15, 2014      9 comments

I am a lazy morning person. I enjoy slowly sipping my coffee and relaxing on the couch while watching mindless tv. There are days where I am up and moving but my mind isnt awake. I've been known to hit snooze 4 or 5 times for the 3 different ala... Read more
Wednesday, May 14, 2014      8 comments

something yesterday just clicked. I found inner-peace. I found something more powerful than motivation.... I found myself. I wish I could give you all this amazing feeling I have be... Read more
hitting walls & breaking barriers
Tuesday, May 13, 2014      10 comments

There are only so many times you can beat your head against a wall before you realize, "OW this hurts" I need to think of something different. For me, I kept hitting my head against a wall and was scared of how tall it was, doubting that I... Read more
thinking thoughts
Tuesday, May 13, 2014      16 comments

as a freshman in high school, I was teased. I was about this weight, maybe a few lbs more and managed to drop from the 190's down to 128 in less than 6 months. I ate several snacks/meals that were small, went to cheerleading practice for two hou... Read more
taking care
Monday, May 12, 2014      9 comments

I realized this weekend, that I do like myself as a person but at the same time I absolutely hate how I look. I pick myself apart in the worst ways when I look at myself in a mirror. A compliment is kind at first and then I sit there thinking ho... Read more
Sunday, May 11, 2014      14 comments

I got some vitamin D today && I couldn't be happier! My pup and I got to play in the backyard and I was the first one in the pool again! It's just shy of 80• outside about about 72• in the pool. I'm far too pale for my liking but so glad summer ... Read more
Saturday, May 10, 2014      5 comments

I have been punishing myself. I don't eat healthy. I don't exercise. I don't go out and do what I want to do. I've been letting life pass me by. I don't know if it's because I'm self conscious. I don't know why I feel like I deserve to hurt emot... Read more
Friday, May 09, 2014      9 comments

If jumping to conclusions burned calories, I would be a Victorias Secret Supermodel! I talked with Mike last night after my meltdown and he made some very valid points. I dont ask for him to talk with me, I just sit there quietly waiting fo... Read more
I need to complain!
Thursday, May 08, 2014      12 comments

I need to complain. Within a few days, things have gone back to how they used to be with Mike. He pays more attention to what HE WANTS to do, and less to me, the dog, and the responsibilites around the house. He stopped reading the book th... Read more
thankful thursday
Thursday, May 08, 2014      9 comments

God words in mysterious ways. This morning my sister called me to complain about the gift we are splitting for Mothers Day. She knew on Saturday to go to the nail salon which is 10 minutes from the house to get a pedicure for s... Read more
I dont wanna be lonely no more
Wednesday, May 07, 2014      16 comments

I am lonely. I have absolutely no one in this area and my "friends" dont visit me, since my move a year and 3 months ago. I put friends in quotations because they havent been friends as of late and I am realizing certain things in those friendsh... Read more

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