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reflexology review
Wednesday, June 18, 2014      5 comments

I had my reflexology appointment last night and found it to be very interesting! As she was manipulating my feet and explaining what she was doing, she touched on 3 very painful spots. 2 spots, one on each foot, were adrenal glands. The other sp... Read more
todays doctors appointment
Tuesday, June 17, 2014      14 comments

The appointment with my family doctor today went well. I am switching from Lyrica to Topamax. This will allow me to afford the dose I actually need and hopefully I will see some symptoms disappear. Its an anti-seizure drug which should help stop... Read more
Monday, June 16, 2014      11 comments

I can finally take a deep breath and let it go. I apologize for the freakout that was the past 2 weeks. I shouldnt say I am used to it, but this does happen about every 3-4 months when I have hormonal changes (always the week before TOM). ... Read more
food as medicine?
Friday, June 13, 2014      15 comments

First, I want to say THANK YOU to everyone who commented my blog and helped me yesterday. I went home and I cried for 3 straight hours last night. When Mike got home, he held me and talked me through it. At first I was so mad that he was be... Read more
Thursday, June 12, 2014      15 comments

I know something is wrong. I know there is something weird going on with my body. I know I shouldnt still be having these ridiculous symtoms. I know I shouldnt freak out and get all diet and exercise crazy. I know that "gluten free" wont... Read more
what happened?
Tuesday, June 10, 2014      14 comments

How did I get back HERE? I don't want to be at this point again. For 2 weeks I was soaring amongst the clouds, happy and feeling free. Now I feel bound my chains to my depression and anxiety. I get 2 good weeks and have to suffer through 5 bad w... Read more
wahwahwah - yes, I am feeling sorry for myself today.
Monday, June 09, 2014      19 comments

I am exhausted physically and mentally. I am beyond drained. My eyes hurt and eyelids keep trying to close. My body is so drained that even walking a short distance takes... Read more
how is it already tuesday? and june!
Tuesday, June 03, 2014      14 comments

My weekend was a whirlwind with far too much alcohol. Friday night was supposed to be a date night going to a concert at a local bar, but there wasnt even standing room so we went to dinner at Outback. I had wine and a mixed moonshine drink and... Read more
busted can of biscuits
Friday, May 30, 2014      8 comments

today though, I feel pretty! Last night I went to get a new phone but have to jump through a few hoops first to get off my parents plan. The guy at the store was obviou... Read more
I am going to complain now.
Thursday, May 29, 2014      12 comments

We all have complaints and I just need to get mine out because they are weighing me down today. I miss my friends. I miss the relationships we had. I miss the fun we had. I miss how we always made plans together. I miss being busy. I miss m... Read more
about time
Wednesday, May 28, 2014      7 comments

If you have never seen the movie 'About Time' I suggest you go out right now and buy it and watch it. It has Rachel McAdams who I adore and feel like if I ever met her, we would be BFF's. ANYWAY the message of the movie is just beautiful: ... Read more
feeling like myself
Tuesday, May 27, 2014      17 comments

I'M BACK! That negative, emotionally depressed and anxious person who was in pain last week is gone! TOM is over thankfully and I finally feel back to myself. What a roller coaster last week was...but now its time to get back on track! I ate jun... Read more
my daily battle
Friday, May 23, 2014      15 comments

Every single day I have to battle some pretty bad habits and thought patterns that I have built over the years. I feel guilty if I dont get a work out in every day, even if my fibromyalgia pain has me crying myself to sleep. I feel like a failur... Read more
a terrible friend...
Thursday, May 22, 2014      7 comments

In High School my mom always had a comment for me to improve my appearance. My teeth were not white enough, my hair wasnt highlighted enough or long enough, my outfit didn't look good I should wear something else and it would drive me absolutely... Read more
so, you had a bad day.
Wednesday, May 21, 2014      14 comments

As the afternoon slowly passed yesterday, I began feeling worse and worse. A headache was slowly spreading, the fatigue was making my eyelids droop and my body felt so sore. I get home and realize oh hey TOM, thanks for showing up. This mo... Read more

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