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i want to be fit&healthy for all the right reasons, not just thin forall the wrong ones!
Monday, December 20, 2010      17 comments

Monday; a new day, the start of a new week, a new beginning & a new me! 30 days to lose 10 lbs. Ready? Set. GO! I left my scale at my school apartment. So, I am not weighing myself this week. (tee-hee! I am secretly thrilled with this. I ... Read more
boob sweat
Sunday, December 19, 2010      15 comments

I LOVE RUNNING. Yes I said that. I LOVE RUNNING. My dog has become an amazing partner. He knows when we go outside so he starts to run after two houses and we keep a good pace. My neighborhood has straight shots, uphill, and down hill. I ... Read more
Oh hey Jess. Palm to Forehead.
Sunday, December 19, 2010      3 comments

I have been eating everything in the house. I have been eating an insane amount of calories and I am embarrassed BUT I JUST CANT STOP. I do not know why I just keep stuffing my face. I know I gained a TON of weight because I can feel it in my cl... Read more
The Intangibles.
Friday, December 17, 2010      6 comments

Remember how I was addicted to my scale? IM NOT ANYMORE. Im afraid to step on it. The last two weeks were a terrible blip back into my old habits. I have realized it, learned from it and I am moving on. Writing my blog "Wish. Hope. Succeed"... Read more
Wish. Hope. Succeed.
Thursday, December 16, 2010      5 comments

December 16th, 2011 Can you believe it Jess!? Do you remember over a year ago you started Sparking and now look at you. You dedicated a whole year to being healthier, and more active. A WHOLE YEAR. Youve never put that much effort into anyt... Read more
a second blog due to a phone call induced epiphany
Wednesday, December 15, 2010      8 comments

Two weeks ago I had no idea how to make over easy eggs. One morning my mom showed me how and I came back to my apartment and made them for myself the other day. I do not know how to cut a bob or how to mix hair color. I am going to school t... Read more
wacky wednesday; follows twisted tuesday & manic monday but before the end thursday.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010      7 comments

Monday was a high stress day. Tuesday was a higher stress day. Today is in between both and at 1 tomorrow I will be happier than I have been in a long time. Why you might ask? I WILL BE DONE FOR THE SEMESTER AND DONE AT THIS SCHOOL! I am so... Read more
why, oh why.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010      7 comments

Why does food provide comfort? Why after completely failing a final does eating my weight in cheesesteak stromboli seem to help, even if only temporarily? Why do I allow myself to sabotage my dreams of being fit and healthy? WHY WHY WHY. I ... Read more
Monday, December 13, 2010      7 comments

So my official weigh in says 174.6. So I am still 2 lbs down. I can kick my butt back into gear, I know it. Last night was just a night where I was feeling bad about myself. NO MORE. No one forced that food down my throat. I willingly wanted to ... Read more
Sunday, December 12, 2010      5 comments

I stepped on the scale when I got to my apartment. BIG MISTAKE. I gained the 6 lbs I lost the week before. My official weigh-in is tomorrow morning so I will see how that goes. Right now I am feeing really down. Was that burger last night ... Read more
SO MANY FIREHYDRANTS! a blog from my dog :)
Saturday, December 11, 2010      6 comments

Hi! My name is Mason & I am Jessica’s puppy. She is supposed to be my owner but she is more like a playtoy. I love to bite her fingers and jump on her but my favorite thing to do is chase her up the stairs. I bit her butt a few times and put hol... Read more
Friday, December 10, 2010      8 comments

I fell completely off the bandwagon. I disregarded my health only to beat my body up and not give it any of the care, fuel, attention, && respect it deserves. I ate 600-800 calories in food and then drank the rest of it. I have been out til... Read more
thank you college
Thursday, December 09, 2010      3 comments

My poor, poor body. I am so mean to it. I am surprised it still allows me to move even though it is yelling at me today. I have been staying within my calorie range but only 600-800 has been food. The other calories have been alcohol. ... Read more
says who?
Tuesday, December 07, 2010      11 comments

I told my friend how I ran outside yesterday for about 20 minutes (I cut my time outside short, but thats another story) && she told me she couldnt do it. Says who? Yourself? Do you want to? Then DO IT! No one stops you but yourself. It is... Read more
Monday, December 06, 2010      9 comments

I weighed myself this morning. 171.2. I gained 1.2 lbs. At first I was upset, but I realized I shouldn’t be. I lost 7.6 lbs last week and that is incredible. I will be at my goal in no time. Surprisingly, this week, I want to gain. Gain. ... Read more

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