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i want to be fit&healthy for all the right reasons, not just thin forall the wrong ones!
Monday, December 20, 2010      17 comments

Monday; a new day, the start of a new week, a new beginning & a new me! 30 days to lose 10 lbs. Ready? Set. GO! I left my scale at my school apartment. So, I am not weighing myself this week. (tee-hee! I am secretly thrilled with this. I ... Read more
boob sweat
Sunday, December 19, 2010      15 comments

I LOVE RUNNING. Yes I said that. I LOVE RUNNING. My dog has become an amazing partner. He knows when we go outside so he starts to run after two houses and we keep a good pace. My neighborhood has straight shots, uphill, and down hill. I ... Read more
Oh hey Jess. Palm to Forehead.
Sunday, December 19, 2010      3 comments

I have been eating everything in the house. I have been eating an insane amount of calories and I am embarrassed BUT I JUST CANT STOP. I do not know why I just keep stuffing my face. I know I gained a TON of weight because I can feel it in my cl... Read more
The Intangibles.
Friday, December 17, 2010      6 comments

Remember how I was addicted to my scale? IM NOT ANYMORE. Im afraid to step on it. The last two weeks were a terrible blip back into my old habits. I have realized it, learned from it and I am moving on. Writing my blog "Wish. Hope. Succeed"... Read more
Wish. Hope. Succeed.
Thursday, December 16, 2010      5 comments

December 16th, 2011 Can you believe it Jess!? Do you remember over a year ago you started Sparking and now look at you. You dedicated a whole year to being healthier, and more active. A WHOLE YEAR. Youve never put that much effort into anyt... Read more
a second blog due to a phone call induced epiphany
Wednesday, December 15, 2010      8 comments

Two weeks ago I had no idea how to make over easy eggs. One morning my mom showed me how and I came back to my apartment and made them for myself the other day. I do not know how to cut a bob or how to mix hair color. I am going to school t... Read more
wacky wednesday; follows twisted tuesday & manic monday but before the end thursday.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010      7 comments

Monday was a high stress day. Tuesday was a higher stress day. Today is in between both and at 1 tomorrow I will be happier than I have been in a long time. Why you might ask? I WILL BE DONE FOR THE SEMESTER AND DONE AT THIS SCHOOL! I am so... Read more
why, oh why.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010      7 comments

Why does food provide comfort? Why after completely failing a final does eating my weight in cheesesteak stromboli seem to help, even if only temporarily? Why do I allow myself to sabotage my dreams of being fit and healthy? WHY WHY WHY. I ... Read more
MONDAY
Monday, December 13, 2010      7 comments

So my official weigh in says 174.6. So I am still 2 lbs down. I can kick my butt back into gear, I know it. Last night was just a night where I was feeling bad about myself. NO MORE. No one forced that food down my throat. I willingly wanted to ... Read more
WHOOOOOPS
Sunday, December 12, 2010      5 comments

I stepped on the scale when I got to my apartment. BIG MISTAKE. I gained the 6 lbs I lost the week before. My official weigh-in is tomorrow morning so I will see how that goes. Right now I am feeing really down. Was that burger last night ... Read more
SO MANY FIREHYDRANTS! a blog from my dog :)
Saturday, December 11, 2010      6 comments

Hi! My name is Mason & I am Jessica’s puppy. She is supposed to be my owner but she is more like a playtoy. I love to bite her fingers and jump on her but my favorite thing to do is chase her up the stairs. I bit her butt a few times and put hol... Read more
LETS GET THAT MOMENTUM BACK
Friday, December 10, 2010      8 comments

I fell completely off the bandwagon. I disregarded my health only to beat my body up and not give it any of the care, fuel, attention, && respect it deserves. I ate 600-800 calories in food and then drank the rest of it. I have been out til... Read more
thank you college
Thursday, December 09, 2010      3 comments

My poor, poor body. I am so mean to it. I am surprised it still allows me to move even though it is yelling at me today. I have been staying within my calorie range but only 600-800 has been food. The other calories have been alcohol. ... Read more
says who?
Tuesday, December 07, 2010      11 comments

I told my friend how I ran outside yesterday for about 20 minutes (I cut my time outside short, but thats another story) && she told me she couldnt do it. Says who? Yourself? Do you want to? Then DO IT! No one stops you but yourself. It is... Read more
I WANT TO GAIN.
Monday, December 06, 2010      9 comments

I weighed myself this morning. 171.2. I gained 1.2 lbs. At first I was upset, but I realized I shouldn’t be. I lost 7.6 lbs last week and that is incredible. I will be at my goal in no time. Surprisingly, this week, I want to gain. Gain. ... Read more

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