I just don't get it
Tuesday, September 13, 2016      5 comments

So the beginning of the month I was so hyped up, I decided to take over as co-leader for one of the challenges. I was so ready to work out, eat right, ect. I now feel like a failure. I stopped working out, I stopped doing things I love. I ju... Read more
Thursday, August 25, 2016      3 comments

I saw this picture on my instagram feed and its now one of my favorite quotes: The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow" It made me think about my journey in life. I was in a failed marriage for 10 ye... Read more
Its been awhile
Sunday, August 21, 2016      1 comments

I'm trying to get back on track since quitting my job. Kids are going back to school, I'm back to being a housewife, and now its just me and my 2 year old unless the hubby is off work. I'm reorganizing my life and my schedule. I was thinking ... Read more
Turning out to be one of THOSE women..
Wednesday, March 27, 2013      4 comments

So I got remarried (Oct 12) to an awesome guy who stole my heart. I'm realizing that I'm being one of those wives I hated..the one who gives my husband all my attention, who doesn't go out and socialize, makes sure to go home when he gets home,... Read more
Motivation needed!
Monday, May 14, 2012      4 comments

I feel like I have none...I stare at the Jillian Michaels DVD, shes taunting me.."Hey, fat ass, get up and do something no excuses!" And I just don't..I want to just sit here and eat junk and watch sappy movies..depression sets in yet again and... Read more
Seeing a positive mentor
Monday, April 02, 2012      1 comments

I am surrounded by too many negative people so I am now seeking some friends, ones who can influence me positively, plus for people who used to suffer from anxiety, all kinds, even ones who have it now and knows what its like. I just don't feel... Read more
I thought I felt I was over that mountain
Sunday, March 11, 2012      3 comments

Ever since my divorce (even before) I felt depressed, had awful anxiety(I couldn't even drive much), I hated myself, I hated everything about me, my relationships with others pretty much sucked. Lately I had been feeling ok, been talking to thi... Read more
5K training log
Sunday, September 11, 2011      2 comments

Day 1(Sept11, 2011) Treadmill fast walking up a 3.0 incline 35 min 246 cal burned 1.82 miles completed I plan on doing this til its time to do the 5k!... Read more
Gluten free?
Wednesday, August 17, 2011      2 comments

I'm thinking about going gluten free, any suggestions or advice would be helpful. I went grocery shopping to look at the products...can we say expensive??? I also saw that it will help me lose weight and feel better... Read more
Sunday, July 31, 2011      3 comments

I deactivated my facebook for the ones who wanted to know. Its temporary. What set me off to do this was because I wanted to vent the other day and my oh-so-supportive(catch the sarcasm?) family decided to take that into I wanted pity and "oh ... Read more
Lots going on
Friday, June 03, 2011      0 comments

So I bought a used laptop for school and blogging so I decided to get my butt back on Spark to help lose weight. Things have been getting a little better, I work at McDonalds..not good on my weight loss but its a job right now. Divorce is almo... Read more
Trying to stay positive
Thursday, January 13, 2011      1 comments

I decided to do Weight Watchers since my weight has been yo-yo ing but its pretty much due to my divorce(still waiting on a court date) and taking care of kids pretty much by myself while deadbeat is "taking care of himself" instead of his kids.... Read more
Life changing
Sunday, July 18, 2010      2 comments

So I"m down to 187 lbs and I feel really great. My marriage is not but I'm okay with it...been looking for a job and I decided to start selling Avon to make some extra money for the time being. Its time for me to take back my independence and ... Read more
I think its pretty much over
Tuesday, June 08, 2010      8 comments

I usually don't air out my dirty laundry but I think my marriage is over. I just am not in love with him anymore and it hurts me to say it. I haven't been happy in a long time and I told him exactly how I felt. He didn't want to talk about it... Read more
Friday, May 21, 2010      6 comments

I am down to 195 lbs...I have lost 45 lbs as of today! I was totally floored when I weighed myself and saw that I am now under 200 lbs! I cannot believe it! This is a praise and a half!... Read more

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