Changing meds is normally a scary thing for me, as i have usually had bad side effects from doing so. was finally on good meds, but still w/ unresolved issues .today i was told all of my past diagnosis was wrong, that i am actually bipolar ....... Read more
made a decision yesterday
To make a few more positive changes in my life....these will be the hardest changes i have ever had to make, but they will be well worth the effort. pray for me.
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One of my all-time favorite authors is gone...she was a beautiful person and writer, an inspiration to me for many of my years....... Read more
my poem: True Friends (2002)
True friends are like gold
that will never fade.
True friends are like diamonds
that will never break.
True friends are like mountains
that will never move.
True friends are like oceans
that will never dry up.
True f... Read more
why is it
So many of my family members have to be negative influences in my life?! Do they not realize it is mostly THEM driving me to insanity?! It is easy to put other negative influences out of my life - but not them - they NEVER go away! I am tryin... Read more
my poem: Stars (1997)
Stars shine bright
in the heavenly night.
They glitter like diamonds
on a velvet night sky.
As I stare at them and wonder
why it is they are here,
they seem to grow
brighter and brighter.
Respect the stars,
for the... Read more
very proud of myself
I am doing much better...I am exercising, eating better, trying to have more positivity in my life, house is clean & organized, scrapbook is getting done, been working on my poetry and jewelry. Will start my business soon. I feel better, I am ... Read more
Well, I have decided to make several changes in my life, starting now. I am leaving fast food altogether, starting a whole new job - doing bookkeeping and helping my uncle w/ electrical. More money, less stress - can't beat that. I am cuttin... Read more
Suggestions as mentioned in previous blog?... Read more
U-guys r great.
I don't give u all the time and everything u really deserve...I apologize for that...... Read more
did I hit rock bottom?...
U know they say, when u hit rock bottom, u have nowhere left to go but up...well, may be too soon to tell for sure...but seems things r starting to look up...a little.... I am talking to a good guy...I have 3 jobs still... things just FEEL di... Read more
I can be found on path at cassie meigs...it is a social thing, different from facebook, simpler, maybe even better...... Read more
I need suggestions, u-guys! I am BIG on apps, and always on the go...I need to know which apps might be good for me to try out...what I need is motivational apps for strength-training exercises, getting in shape, taking better care of myself, ... Read more
I have been mia again...I know...isolation is the worst way to handle things...but so much easier...my ex has become impossible...I have 3 jobs I don't deserve, and no car...I have to file bankruptcy...my life is spiraling...crashing down around... Read more
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hey sparkpeople friends
Well, I have been extremely depressed...I have had major financial issues, and a lot on my mind. But I have a second job, it is tax time, and I plan to start pulling things together. Of course, my now-ex-fiance decided the other day he is not ... Read more