This is starting to stink!!! Need some encouragement!
Friday, August 05, 2011      9 comments

Ok not to be a downer today but my mood is not so great today and I really need some encouragement. When I first started this journey I was a once a week or two weigher!! Once I finally got started good this time I decided for me weighing e... Read more
30lbs and husband with perfect timing!!
Thursday, August 04, 2011      2 comments

Well I will start with the good/bad!!! Since my higest weight I ever seen on the scale I am down 29.6 pounds!! Then there is my average highest weight (this is the high weight i seen more often than the highest of high) and from that weight I am... Read more
How the journey changes our perception of "FAT" people!
Thursday, July 28, 2011      4 comments

Ok! First off I will just apologize for any toes I may step on through this post!! I am just being honest about the situation! So it seems like each day through this journey I have a new moment where I realize things!! Some things I realize... Read more
Breast vs. Belly!!! and Fluctuating Weight!!!!
Wednesday, July 27, 2011      1 comments

Well today as I was getting ready for work I was looking in the mirror thinking that the shirt I was wearing looked better on me today than it did the last time I wore it!!! I had been noticing on the scale that I didn't have to lean foward as ... Read more
Need some advice please!!
Friday, July 22, 2011      5 comments

Ok, I really need some help from yall!!! I currently work days and my husband works nights so our schedule is a bit hectic. I don't have any workout items at home and we don't have a gym around so right now most of my exercise comes from walk/jo... Read more
Trying to stay on track & INSANITY workout!!!
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      1 comments

Ok first let me just thanks those of you who take the time to read this!! I have a filling I may get winded!! For some reason this week I have been so emotional I don't really know why!! I have a lot of things weighing on my mind that I rea... Read more
The small things we realize!!!
Monday, July 18, 2011      2 comments

Well I have been away for a bit due to crazyness at work!!! haven't had a lot of computer time!! Anyways it is good to be back on seeing what everyone has been up to!!! Well for me I have been up to a few things myself!!! Over the past m... Read more
Little 'Black" Dress.....Can it prove to be the motivation I need?
Thursday, June 23, 2011      3 comments

Well the date is set August 27, 2011 my husbands cousin will be getting married. I have been to a lot of weddings but none this formal since I have gained all the weight. So for me it is my opportunity to wear a beautiful dress and show off my a... Read more
Trying to find that motivation!!!HELP!!
Tuesday, June 21, 2011      5 comments

Well here I am still see sawing between around 206 and 203. I have not went up any higher in a couple months but I have not went any lower either. I know that it has a lot to do with the effort I am putting in! So today I am searching for that e... Read more
Lowest weight in two years and feeling guilty!!! (& gallbladder removal question)!
Friday, June 17, 2011      5 comments

Well again today I just had to step on the scale out of curosity thinking I had surely gained some weight due to what I had been eating. Well to my surprise I had lost a little and was down to 203.4!!! I can literally here onderland calling my n... Read more
So close..So why not?
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      1 comments

This morning out of curiosity I decided that I would weight myself and I am at 204.6 lbs. 224lbs is the highest I have ever read on the scale. I am sure at some point I weighed more than that but just never weighed! Well in the past two years of... Read more
So it begins!
Tuesday, June 14, 2011      1 comments

As I sit at my desk this morning I wonder if this will finally be the time I succeed at this life change. I wonder what is so different than before, what has changed so much that makes me believe that I can do it this time verses the many times ... Read more
This is me... This is who I am......NOT!!!
Monday, June 13, 2011      2 comments

First I must say I am really liking sp so far! I hope to be active in the messages boards and blogs soon! As I sat here today looking thorugh the site thinking what it was I really wanted out of this journey I realized that the way I see myself ... Read more