I'm getting back on... for real this time
Tuesday, April 14, 2009      1 comments

I have been away from spark for a while. I had a good run in 2007 and lost probably about 25-30 pounds. Now i am back...1 year later. I gained about ten pounds back. I feel as though i am here for real this time. I felt compl... Read more
Not Funny
Sunday, September 28, 2008      0 comments

not much to say but.... i bought a new scale and it says i weigh 6 pounds heavier than i thought. I know, I know. Its only a number and I need to just let this motivate me more on getting my act together. I am so close to 200pds its not even fu... Read more
starting over
Saturday, September 27, 2008      1 comments

I seem to be starting everything over. Every time i try to get my life straight... something disastrous happens. The first time was when i got really sick and was kicked out of the dormitory, later i got into a bad car wreck that set me waaayyy ... Read more
Just a thought
Monday, August 25, 2008      1 comments

I was thinking about my weight loss and how my body seems to work - and I just don't know what to think sometimes. I do in fact gain weight steadily if I don't watch what I am doing. But as of recently I don't gain at the same rate as I used to.... Read more
Long Road
Monday, March 10, 2008      0 comments

I have a long way to go. I got in a car wreck late January. I broke my wrist and my leg (along with a few internal injuries) . My wrist is doing well. My leg muscles are shrinking as days pass by. I hate casts. I have no idea how long it will t... Read more
Thursday, September 20, 2007      0 comments

I kinda disappeared for a while. I didn't do too well either. I am having trouble figuring things out for myself. I really really want to change for good. Having my own house to take care of is challenging. School is tiring. I keep filling t... Read more
I don't know what's wrong
Saturday, April 14, 2007      1 comments

I think not eating healthy like i should - is really getting to me.... emotionally. I mean my hormones are outt'a whack. I'm sure eating healthier will help me. And ofcourse i've always known this. I fear getting on the scale and finding that i... Read more
Wednesday, March 14, 2007      0 comments

School is killing me. I haven't really been keeping track of what i am eating or anything. (though as a rule, i like to eat bad stuff only in moderation. lots of moderation going on lately ^_^) I try to workout when i can. I haven't gained any ... Read more
it was okay.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007      0 comments

To see the scale move at all - i have to do hardcore excerise. I am trying to balance things out. Because midterms are coming up and I am so very tired and worn out. I didn't excerise today. And i ate a bunch of hotwings. I think the stress of t... Read more
Goal One
Friday, February 16, 2007      0 comments

Well i have reached my first goal. I am not as happy about it as i should be. I kinda got sidetracked during the holidays and stopped whatching what i eat and going toSparkpeople. One thing i can be happy about is that i didn't gain anything...... Read more
Wednesday, January 10, 2007      0 comments

Alright. I know that i need to get back on track. I know that i really want to do this. I want to look good and feel healthy. I am finding it hard to get back all the motivation that i had when i started. When you take a step back it is hard... Read more
Saturday, November 18, 2006      0 comments

I haven't been eating. If i have it's not much. I got sick without realizing it. I began to notice that i started to skip meals. I have NO appetite. Once i realized I was skipping meals i made myself eat. But i have been nauseated for almost an... Read more
I am still not laughing
Wednesday, November 08, 2006      1 comments

I bought a new scale today. One of those cool new scales that calculates a persons body fat and and hydration level. Well. Needless to say "I weigh a good bit more than i thought i weighed". ~_~ Which shouldn't matter. . . Since i dont care that... Read more
really not funny
Thursday, November 02, 2006      0 comments

I have finally made a huge decision. I am withdrawing from my current University once this semester comes to an end. This school is killing my spirit. I left campus Monday night and took a long drive home. I slept in my own bed. I didn't have a... Read more
Sunday, October 29, 2006      0 comments

yeah. I suddenly decided that "i will go to that stupid gym.. nothing is going to stop me!" I get to the gym and it is closed. The gym was closed. i hate this university. ahhhh!!!! I went to the gym a little after lunch and the doors were locked... Read more

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